I met a Jungian depth psychologists in a tunnel.
I recognized the profound nebulous breathing,
the beautiful archetypal ball she bounced.
“A strange place for an office,” I said.
“Don’t talk to loud,” she said, “there are crocodiles around here.”
“Isn’t that dangerous,” I asked.
“We must look at what the danger means,” she said, “tell me about your pain.”
“Its people,” I said, “they are always causing
me pain but do not see it because I am invisible.”
“What is causing you pain,” she asked.
“My circulation has been cut off and it is not seen,” I replied.
“Where do you feel the pain,” she said thoughtfully.
“In my foot,” I said.
“What is it about your foot,” she continued.
“Your foot is on it,” I said.
“Sorry, I didn’t see your foot but I was here first,” she said,
“and my needs must be met before I can meet yours.”
“If you were here first why is your foot on top of mine,” I asked.
“You’re avoiding dealing with your pain,” she went on,
and that lets you hold me hostage to your feelings of powerlessness.”
“I can’t move my foot.” I said.
“Sometimes we have to accept that suicide is the only power left to us,” she replied.
“It seems counter-intuitive for a therapist to see suicide as empowerment,” I said.
“You’re being too superficial, we have to look deeper,” she said.
“Would you settle for Midway?”
“No and I don’t think this humor is helping your poem,” she said,
“you just want to have a poem without it having needs.”
“But I’m tired of the poem’s needs,” I said,
before you know it they’ve taken over the whole god damn Pacific theater,
besides, I can’t move my foot,” I said.
“The truth is I am very drawn to your foot,” she said,“my feeling about it have changed and become stronger
and I need it.”
“I still can’t move my foot,” I said.
“Clinging to your needs reduces your power to change them,” she said,
“you need to stop blaming me for what your feeling,
become less passive aggressive and more pro active.”
“ I think I have to concede that you’re right,” I said.
I stuck the knife quickly into her fourth left intercostal rib
and she slumped down onto the tunnel floor.
The pain was released from my foot.
"Good taste is the death of art." Truman Capote

Check in at The Cirrhosis Motel with your host, freelance literary loiterer and epicure, Dennis McBride

photo by John Hogl
Sunday, June 17, 2007
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